DIE DIE DIE!!!

Well, I've already gone to Sunway with my friends. It was a BLAST!!! Sad we didn't get to go to the kareoke place. My mom called wayyyy to early. So now I am to start studying!!! Study Study Study!!!! Bought A LOT OF NEW BOOKS the other day though...

HOLIDAYS!!!!!

Well, school holidays have officially begun on the 20th of November - The day New Moon came out at US. But I have unofficially begin my hols on the 13th of November. Too lazy to come... Well, tomorrow, me, Thasha, Faiq n Anis are going to sunway for some fun times before suffering for SPM. We're watching A Christmas Carol 3D. What sucked was that New Moon was priemering at MY on the 26th. A day after. Bummer. So after some thinking, we made up our mind to watch the 3D movie. After dat, we're going to Tony Roma's for some lunch. Yum!!! I can taste the steak already!!! Then, we're going for some shopping before heading out to 'sing our hearts out' at our kareoke seassion. Today, my aunts sister-in-law dropped by our house. She's actually a malaysian but she got married to an Australian doctor. So she's living her life there and trust me on this, she's FUCKING rich. Her family owns a ranch which is some where around 250 000 acres or so. I can't actually remember the exact figure bt my aunt told my gran that if they we're on a car, the wouldn't finish going through the whole ranch in two days. SOOOO, my gran was trying to tell me how she has this hot son which is somewhere between late twenties or early thirties. Get this, she was trying to tell me to FLIRT with him. Like I will. Hello??? Super hot boyfriend?? Mega rich family??? I have that already. So when they came by today, I was kinda expecting the super hot guy my gran was saying. So when I got that glimpse of him, I was like, 'That's the super hot guy ma was talking about?? Jay's like a thousand times better.' But he's quite cool. But I have to say he looks kinda gay to me. But that may be because he's having a flu. But who know's rite??? Well, that's al.... WAIT!!! I forgot to talk about Jay. Apparently, he is in depression. After thousands of messages and missed calls, he finally answers the phone to tell me what was wrong. Unfortunately, the week before, he was rushing to god knows where when an old lady asked for his help to cross the road. But since he was rushing, he told the lady 'Sorry. I'd love to help but I'm rushing right now.' With that, he ran across the road. By the time he reached the other side of the road, he heard a car crash and turned around. The old lady was lying on the ground with blood leeking out of her body. Someone quickly called the ambulance but by the time they came, it was already too late. So now Jay is blaming himself for the whole thing. It's NOT his fault. It's some guy who ran the red light's fault. But he still blames himself

So so so sad

Ok, this post will be a bit sad. My dad just got diagnosed and it's confirmed that his kidney is 100% useless. God, I can't imagine my life without him. How's my family gonna survive? I wanted to donate my kidney but my mom won't let me. She said my SPM is next year and she's worried that by donating my kidney, I'm gonna damage my studies and the fact that if I donate, I'll be the one organ girl, since I lost one ovary when I got operated for my ovarian cyst. I need help people. Can you please help me decide whether i should or I shouldn't donate my kidney. I don't mind being the one organ girl and I'll try to study more from home to study for my SPM... But please, I wanna be useful for once. I wanna make a difference in my family. But I need to start from now. It's now or never.... God, it feels so hard... Jay, I need you right now.... I need you're opinion most... you're the person that I care about most and the person that I love most. Please help me convince my parents...

LUCKY!!!

I think this is my most lucky month of the year!! I received a letter from GALAXIE saying that i received a voucher from parkson. Last week, I received a letter from FLY FM with my RM 200.00 check in it. I can't wait to go to sunway on the 25th. even though we couldn't watch new moon, we're kinda hoping to watch JENNIFER'S BODY. but my buddy, FAIQ said that the movie was like any typical horror movie. Sexy girl, girl gets possesed, girl kills people, girls get killed, the end. so now i saw that the disney chrismast carol was also quite nice. so now we can't actually tell what we're watching that day...